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About Me Member New Artist Hayley37/Female/United States

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My Crime.Dearest, Its funny how it gets coldest at night. Its almost as if my mood and the temperature flow smoothly in-sync. Every night i dread the fall of Black skies, mist covered moons, and gleaming stars. I dread the memories, the thoughts, the images, that rush to my mangled brain as i shut my eyes and hide my head beneath my covers. ( I feel that the nightmares wont penetrate my quiltI) Lying in my bed, forcing myself to keep my eyes closed and trying to welcome myself to the "cobweb dreams"-- that ive heard Bailey speak of-- has proved to be the worst punishment for the capitol crime. What crime My Crime.
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Tears, kiss, and a smileThe bitter taste of your tears is almost as addictive as your smile.
Your sour kiss goes perfectly with the foul after taste of last night.

My crusty eyes only see blurred visions of your beautifully mangled grin, but it's just enough to get me through another night of laughing as i scream your name for help.

laughing is the only way to get over the unpleasant knowledge that you wont come to rescue me from my intolerable visions of losing you.

waking up in the morning with cotton-mouth and false hopes has grown on me as welcoming.

The musty smell of my lonely apartment, bitt Tears, kiss, and a smile
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what i forget to saylet me tell you something, dear-
i hate my knees the same way that elephant ankles draw false attention,
the very same attention that means
nobody ever sees into the hearts of feral children or the music they still feel and breathe
i spent the whole of may trying to change the shape of my lips because they are not a mirror of yours
the reptilian love i
can never own is the
only thing i will not give to you past that, you can have my everything
and i pray that is enough what i forget to say
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Sat Oct 31, 2009, 8:24 AM

Me and my boyfriend have been going out for almost a year now, and i havent loved him more than i do now. He is so understanding and tolerant of me...i dont understand why he puts up with me. He is such an amazing guy... Some people think im crazy for loving this kid...but they are the crazy ones for not seeing the great guy he really is. Being with Jimmy isnt only the best thing thats happened to me, it has also helped me find who really am. It helped me find my real friends, its helped me realize that people have it worse off than me. It gave me someone to look after, and care for, and it gave me someone who truely loves me. and i know he loves me. the way he looks at me... the way he smiles when he sees me. how he worries about me all the time...its just i cant see myself being with anyone else. I am in love Jimmy.

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